is there any program that will allow me to see the games that I have for my motorola before I uplaod them to the phone and find out that they suck?
yes midp2exe can convert them to .exe files for your PC Download midp2exe and the MidpRuntimeDLL.dll http://home.kimo.com.tw/kwyshell/Project/Midp2Exe/index.html They have another program on that site called MidpX that might have a better interface, I havn't tried that one yet.
Use the motorola phone emulator, very easy to use http://www.ezfileshare.com/EZFileShare/users/1000259414/moto_emulator.rar